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was hoping to see other posts, so much. maybe there are none, or had too much to figure out how to see them.....has been some time. maybe 1 1/2 months. realize, now, what has happened. i guess it took some time to settle in. guess, looking for solace from someone elses post. something we both share... hard to write myself. grew up w/ jean a bit, and if anyone realized who was writing this, crying, barely able to type..so scared, angry, and hurt, and i guess, scarred.....don't know if they would believe my tears were for real, or that it was me really writing(some thought i was a tough guy, or a funny guy, how tough am i now? not very?? there are tears all over my shirt). don't know that anyone will ever see this, but, i guess writing is making me feel a bit better regardless of changing the past. it won't stop my tears, or sweep away my pain, but at least tonight, .... why not me? tomorrow, at the lau, wish she was there, so nice and great, why not me? please me. the world would be a better place...but i guess it is not that good at all, which is why i am writing.